By Never in a million years could I have imagined being in this place…
A 42-year-old virgin totally dependent on God’s grace.
His grace has kept me throughout the years.
His grace has sustained me through doubt and fear.
I stand strong in the midst of it all.
I chose to answer the call.
At the age of 12, my journey began.
I made a vow to God and placed my life in His hands.
I vowed to remain celibate until my wedding day.
I vowed to trust, honor and obey.
I didn’t know then what I know now;
That decades would pass leaving me wondering, God, how?
How did I end up waiting this long?
Experiencing failed relationships and just another sad love song.
Why couldn’t the guys I dated understand…
My life is not my own. My life is in God’s hands.
And to renege on my vow wasn’t a part of God’s plan.
God’s grace is sufficient. It’s definitely kept me…
From making choices and decisions that would have left me in misery.
It’s because of God’s grace that I’ve made it this far.
Every day I’m learning, Lord, who You truly are.
You’re a God that cares for us more than we’ll ever know.
A God that protects, provides and how you love us so.
Your love and your grace, I’m most thankful for.
And so I’ll continue to wait, anticipating the blessings You have in store.
Blessings that exceed my expectations.
Blessings that include a true man of God receiving the revelation…
The revelation that I’m the virtuous woman God has called me to be.
The revelation that I’m a part of his destiny.
Wherever you find yourself in life today,
Know that God will always make a way.
He has your best interest at heart,
And as you invite Him into your life, He will be with you right from the very start.
His grace is sufficient for all of your needs,
And in and through you, He will perform great deeds.
No matter how many times you may have felt like you’ve missed the mark,
God has the power and authority to pull you out of the dark.
And He’ll bring you into a safe and spacious place,
Where you will experience the magnitude of His grace.
Trust God While Waiting 
Congrats this is so needed to see your discipline
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Thank you Nika!! : ))
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His light shines through you. Continue to be a vessel of love and grace.
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Awww…thanks Sherelle! : ))
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As you launched your blog on the 25th of May. Today I found out the biblical meaning of 25.
Number 25 is considered to manifest “grace upon grace”, being 5*5, it has strong meaning of a holy presence. It is a symbol of God’s grace and forgiveness.
How fitting. I’ve learned mostly in this season that there are no coincidences , only “Godcidences” Lord we trust you 🙏🏽🙌🏽.
Bravo Kay. Looking forward to the more.
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Thanks Kim! And thank you for the revelation of the biblical meaning of 25!
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Amazing testimony. Wonderfully written. I look forward to following your journey and pray for God’s richest blessings upon you.
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Thank you Rissa!
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This is a beautiful story God is weaving in your life! I just listened to a sermon by my pastor that gives the analogy of tapestry and how we are like the underside of tapestry where there is nothing but various strings going in different directions. But when you flip the tapestry, it forms a beautiful pattern. This is what God does and what He’s doing in you. I look forward to your journey! Continue to dance God’s rhythm of life! ☺️
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Awww…thanks Jennifer! Yes, I definitely want to remain pliable in God’s hands. : ))
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Amen, Amen!
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😍😍😍😍😍
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I’m so proud of you, your discipline and obedience. Your journey is truly an inspiration to us all. I know that you will be blessed immensely for your sacrifice. Looking forward to witnessing the blessing that God has in store for you!
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Thanks Devy!
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“Your love and your grace, I’m most thankful for.
And so I’ll continue to wait, anticipating the blessings You have in store.”
You are such a blessing Kay 😌❤️ your story is one that should be shared. It’s one that shows faith, trust, endurance and a level of security in God that not many people have. Yet, through your testimony you teach every reader how to submit to the Lord, even in the hard things.
When fear and doubt could’ve crept in, you chose to release your concerns onto the Lord with both grace and beauty.
I love you and the example you’re setting for any and everyone who has been called to wait on God’s timing… You Show Us How It Should Be Done ❤️
Thank You for entering into this space to share your life lessons with us!
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Awww…thank you Tonya! It’s been quite a journey, but I trust and believe that the outcome will be favorable and it will all be worth the wait. : ))
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This site definitely has all the information and facts I wanted concerning this subject and didn’t know who to ask.
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The beauty found in your story is unparalleled and I’m blessed beyond words to have you in my life all these years as an example of true faith and obedience to Gods Word over your life. Watching you walk on this journey has been AMAZING and encouraging. Your faith strengthens my faith Khay & I know God has greatness in store for you. Your love story will be a testament to so many others. Thank you for embracing His call and sharing your ups and downs, your Joy’s and hurts and moreso your victories found in our daddy God!
Keep smiling because it is through that joy, not dependent on man, that others will be brought closer to our father. I love and miss you💚
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Nie, you have me in tears. Thank you for your beautiful comment. It touched me to my core. It’s tremendously encouraging to know that my journey, my story, is impactful. It helps me to keep pressing forward. God has been my strength and continues to be my strength. I trust and believe that I can accomplish all things with his guidance. I am so grateful that our paths have crossed. You have been a blessing in my life as well. I love and miss you immensely! 😊
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